thoughts

Being a Grown Up isn't easy. Well , i learnt a lot of new things as i become more and more mature. I tend to think a lot. For small little things happened around me i could think a whole long story in my mind. Mostly negative stuff. I donno why the hell i became like that ! 

sighs. 

I wonder if everyone will go through the same thing like typical me would. 

Sometimes i really want to have the courage or time or strength to write what i've been through but no , i sometimes don want anyone to know what happened to me. Well at least i have my mum and sis to share with. Still i can't get comfort from em. 

Telling all gals and guys that are going through their teen-adult year. 

Drinking is stupid. hmphmmm not stupid stupid , just that don't drink too much. Last time i used to drink most likely 1 or 2 nights per week. Not much to other people but the way i drink till drunk till vomit isn't good for my health. I'm slowly changing my habit right now , drinking one or two times per month. Last time my stomach was bloated , after i stop drinking my stomach eventually became small. Although not flat but it's good. 

That's all for now first. 

Going off with my hungry stomach.