Good evening my fellow friends,
I just wanna write something but don't know what to write.
My anxiety ain't gone yet.
Still there. Probably it's because all my upcoming events.
Because i still could't figure out what i'm fear of.
So might be upcoming events.
Won't tell till the day has come and nicely done.
Oh yea. Nobody can cure anxiety except myself.
So i need support **positive thinking**
I CAN OVERCOME IT !
It sound like i'm crazy or mentally retarded but
when it comes to you , don't regret.
Today it's a fucking hot day ! Heaty ! sleepy ! Down ! gosh . and my stomach not feeling very well. See doctor yesterday and i told him that i got chest burn. Running out of time , so i donno what he said to my mum. I just know he gave me gaviscon and gastric pills and some flu pills. I'm passing out soon.
Purposely went to KLCC to visit this Cafe. Quite disappointing. I expect this place gonna be pack of people but not , not at all. About 5 tables that are occupied only. Kinda regret having my meal there. Should order a cup of hot chocolate and take the opportunity to take pictures to the max , just like the 4 girls sitting beside us screaming for pictures. wtf
Can u see how disappointing is it ? Menu *1/5 I can do better than this.
The chair i'm sitting here more comfy than this -__________- Yala yala .. i very fussy ..
Normal meal where i can eat at Thomas won't cost this much.
Outfit of the day Grey top from Mirocle Pants from Apee Clutch from sunway (asian avenue) Bangle from Diva <3 it
Snoooooooooooopy Addicted to this game.
Fish & Chips *2/5 I only like the fries Fish without the dipping sucks. The dipping not mayo or what , yellow in color.
Chicken chop *1.5/5 The sauce , imagine eating western food with malay sauce. Quite weird. The wedges no good at all
Finally something soothe me. Chocolate drink. Like it *3.5/5
My pretty dear <3
After the upset meal , and no places to go cause i doesn't like to go klcc. Purposely went to Bangsar to try this cake recommended by my friend. So hard to find a parking lot. zzz
Rainbow cake. So sweet ! I don't like. And expensive ! If im not wrong more than RM10++
Milk for me.
Her cappucino Nice art work.
Wake up this hour cause of my sis - - She too noisy I'm too sensitive seriously after the incident (due to my house back facing main road and people like to go up the hill and shout like no body's business) BRAINLESS people ! One midnight i woke up at 4am in the morning and heard many indian people shouting and screaming. WTF . Do u know how scary is it ? OMG. And hor those motorcycle / motorcar very very very noisy ! So now i could't sleep tightly and always wake up during midnight. Life is so scary for me. Sigh. Can you imagine everyday is a sleepless night. Please , Cure me :(
And i'm awake because of external too cold and internal too hot if u get what i mean.
It's time to update a bit about my life
And it's about February ..
So , his simple birthday celebration we went to Pavilion , planned to eat Angus steak house but CLOSED Down ! wtf so ended up in Tony Roma's
My Great big pimple from last time and now it became BLACK in color with a scar on my nose. Great , claps , so great .wtf So ugly ! and even concealer can't cover it up ! Goooooooooooooooooooood ! House remedies said that lemon will help , yes it does but still there ! Still there ! Just yesterday i bought Bio-Oil to the rescue and they say need to use for 3months. WTF . Half more month to my big day and one more month for my first ever trip to overseas with my friends. Sigh .. Gonna depressed to see my ugly face. :(((((
My mix rib and cube beef. Quite good. 3.5/5
Still prefer Gaucho Steak house
His Wagyu Steak. 3/5 not so good
Soup. Fucking huge and we can't finish it Not so good.
Simple is love yeah ? Top from Thai obviously Shorts from Apee :)
I wanna be slimmer and slimmer and slimmer but i can't. Due to too much of acidic food i got stress and anxiety i guess. And now lead to heart burning. No spicy , fried , oily food and raw vegetables for now. So basically i'm gaining weight back and i can't skip meals. What should i do ? But to fight off my anxiety which i doesn't want it to happen i need to eat back. Sigh ... Cham luu ... Never had a chance to get rid my fucking 15 years of tummy ! Arghhhhhh and my pair of legs damn huge.. 9 meng ahhhhh