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Monday, April 30, 2012

Hair color

Going dye my hair tmr.. 
Hopefully the color comes out like this

Why she so pretty !

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Red Hair ? 

Saturday, April 28, 2012


Hello bloggers. 

Am going to dye my hair to Brown BLONDE tone soon.
I don't fucking care what people will say.
Say i'm like those lala mui or what.
I wanna try new color and be like
kumicky ... lol
But i still doesn't like floral theme clothes.
Doesn't suite me at all.
And my eyes so small = =

When can only Malaysians develop their style
like Japanese does ?
Don't so lazy can a not.

Monday, April 23, 2012

Good evening my fellow friends,
I just wanna write something but don't know what to write.
My anxiety  ain't gone yet.
Still there. Probably it's because all my upcoming events.
Because i still could't figure out what i'm fear of.
So might be upcoming events.
Won't tell till the day has come and nicely done.
Oh yea. Nobody can cure anxiety except myself.
So i need support **positive thinking**
It sound like i'm crazy or mentally retarded but
when it comes to you , don't regret.

Over Stress Seriously or Depressed .

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Hot day !

Today it's a fucking hot day ! Heaty ! sleepy ! Down ! gosh . and my stomach not feeling very well. See doctor yesterday and i told him that i got chest burn. Running out of time , so i donno what he said to my mum. I just know he gave me gaviscon and gastric pills and some flu pills. I'm passing out soon. 

天啊why so hot one ?? 

I look so pale on that picture. 
Oh hai !
Getting started with the new setting that blogger made.
LIKE it so much ! 
No need to see those html words
Back to normal like last time but
with more awesome features ! 

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Good night peeps
Trying to get back to sleep
Love you all my friends <3

Melaka 3 days 3 nights

Insomnia again.
Decided to write.

How many post did i write about melaka ? 
Countless ? = =' 
It seems that i love melaka so much that i can visit there
2 to 3 times a year. wtf
This time is the longest time ever
3 days 2 nights
Stayed at Arenaa De luxe.
A really nice boutique hotel with one star price.
RM140 for 2 nights with breakfast.
And yeaaa ! 
For the first time i'm driving!
Credit to Ai ling to be the second driver.
 Went to Melaka Wonderland. 
The location not so good.
If without advertising this place , no one knows confirm.
And the quality of the fair not so good compare with lagoon.
When we reached there , there were only few person.
OK , make it this way.
There's only about 20 customers.
WTF how u going to survive ??
And i can tell you , if you are looking for excitement
then u gotta visit here cause the games are
The first one Tornado.
I like this game.
Not so scary.

Kamizake Racer.
We gotta carry the blue thingy up and down
and it's not near and the road are freaking hot !
Much more scarier then the lagoon one.

Big wave din't open that day.
Picture 4 &5 din't play.
Anaconda twist , 
They say need to wear swimsuit
So din't play.

Wave Rider.
Love the lagoon version.

Family jollies , 
We r adult.

The Pendulum 
SCARIEST thing i ever encounter 
Really scare me to death nearly !
The tube nearly fly out if we din't grab it = =
Only ai ling and me play.
And i think if we got heart attack , 
we already kena .

That's all i want to talk about it.
Others sucks and the toilet sucks.
The changing room are only with curtains.
No doors and abit eerie.

After that , went to eat PORK satay.
Nicest satay i ever eat lor
i can eat many !
After that , Satay celup
Which my friends said it weren't that great.

After that , went to massage.
Nearly die cause of their strength.
So hard ! My bones were deeply in pain after that.
Then went for supper.
Melaka famous oyster omelette.
But i prefer the night market at jonker street that one.
And i tell u hor,
Melaka hokkien mee no good one !
 Day 2
Went to Hatten square to try this boat sushi when the last time
i saw but din't eat with bf.
So tried that day.
Various design and expensive.

After that , went to Nadeje :)
Meet up my dear jia hui and nyny and friends.
Bring them to pork satay after sitting the menara taming sari
and the Ship museum.

Than rest at hotel than went to the beach.
Than at last pasar malam.
Bought the oyster omelette . Awesomely nice !
And other foods to have supper in hotel.

Day 3

Went back at 11am plus
Luckily got Ai ling !
If not i
Cause i'm too tired and gotta sleep
in car. I drove for about 20minutes 
and the rest she drive back to puchong !
She is tough !
Before heading back to home
We went to Baci @citta mall.
Ate pesto pasta.
Than drive them back home.
After dropping ai ling.

That's all and i was sick that day and the next day.
Why so weak ?? Why ! ?

Friday, April 20, 2012

INSOMNIA again .

Monday, April 16, 2012

Charlie Brown Cafe (Klcc)

Purposely went to KLCC to visit this Cafe.
Quite disappointing.
I expect this place gonna be pack of people but not , not at all.
About 5 tables that are occupied only.
Kinda regret having my meal there.
Should order a cup of hot chocolate and take the opportunity to take pictures to the max , just like the 4 girls sitting beside us screaming for pictures. wtf

Can u see how disappointing is it ? Menu *1/5
I can do better than this.

Nice ceiling

The chair i'm sitting here more comfy than this -__________-
Yala yala .. i very fussy ..

Normal meal where i can eat at Thomas won't cost this much.

Outfit of the day
Grey top from Mirocle
Pants from Apee
Clutch from sunway (asian avenue)
Bangle from Diva <3 it

Snoooooooooooopy Addicted to this game.

Fish & Chips *2/5
I only like the fries
Fish without the dipping sucks.
The dipping not mayo or what , yellow in color.

Chicken chop *1.5/5
The sauce , imagine eating western food with malay sauce.
Quite weird.
The wedges no good at all

Finally something soothe me.
Chocolate drink. Like it *3.5/5

My pretty dear <3

After the upset meal , and no places to go cause i doesn't like to go klcc.
Purposely went to Bangsar to try this cake recommended by my friend.
So hard to find a parking lot. zzz

Rainbow cake. So sweet ! I don't like.
And expensive ! If im not wrong more than RM10++

Milk for me.

Her cappucino
Nice art work.

Wake up this hour cause of my sis - - She too noisy
I'm too sensitive seriously after the incident (due to my house back facing main road and people like to go up the hill and shout like no body's business)
BRAINLESS people ! One midnight i woke up at 4am in the morning and heard many indian people shouting and screaming. WTF . Do u know how scary is it ? OMG. And hor those motorcycle / motorcar very very very noisy ! So now i could't sleep tightly and always wake up during midnight. Life is so scary for me. Sigh.
Can you imagine everyday is a sleepless night. Please , Cure me :(

Saturday, April 14, 2012

hi hi hi

Charlie brown cafe and melaka trip soon if i'm not lazy !

Still having chest burning problem. Please fuck off !!!

I gotta stop thinking that much !

Friday, April 13, 2012

His birthday 2012

Good morning :) It's 5am in the morning

And i'm awake because of external too cold and internal too hot if u get what i mean.

It's time to update a bit about my life

And it's about February ..

So , his simple birthday celebration we went to Pavilion , planned to eat Angus steak house but CLOSED Down ! wtf so ended up in Tony Roma's

My Great big pimple from last time and now it became BLACK in color with a scar on my nose. Great , claps , so great .wtf So ugly ! and even concealer can't cover it up ! Goooooooooooooooooooood ! House remedies said that lemon will help , yes it does but still there ! Still there ! Just yesterday i bought Bio-Oil to the rescue and they say need to use for 3months. WTF . Half more month to my big day and one more month for my first ever trip to overseas with my friends. Sigh .. Gonna depressed to see my ugly face. :(((((

My mix rib and cube beef.
Quite good. 3.5/5

Still prefer Gaucho Steak house

His Wagyu Steak.
3/5 not so good

Soup. Fucking huge and we can't finish it
Not so good.

Simple is love yeah ?
Top from Thai obviously
Shorts from Apee :)

I wanna be slimmer and slimmer and slimmer but i can't. Due to too much of acidic food i got stress and anxiety i guess. And now lead to heart burning. No spicy , fried , oily food and raw vegetables for now. So basically i'm gaining weight back and i can't skip meals. What should i do ? But to fight off my anxiety which i doesn't want it to happen i need to eat back. Sigh ... Cham luu ... Never had a chance to get rid my fucking 15 years of tummy ! Arghhhhhh and my pair of legs damn huge.. 9 meng ahhhhh

Tuesday, April 10, 2012


I really got no idea i fear of what.

There's a bad feeling in my heart but i donno what.

Anxiety i know.

How can i relieve or back to normal ?

Maybe i'm just too stress or depressed but i donno what had happen towards me.

#think positive please. - -

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Living with Fear everyday.