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Saturday, May 2, 2009

haiz

my birthday coming soon ~
but
lately happen things that i cant imagine
i really don know why that she want to treat me like that
after that thing happened i don know who to trust
so .. its better that 2 of them also don't trust
Fair and square
if she really says those fuck up things to him ..
wow .. thanks.. u really hurt my heart as i treated u as my BFF
but now .. i don't really care.. i don know what have i done ..
seriously .. i don't mind about the present .. who cares
but about u treating me like a dog .. i really mind ..
as my friend told me .. u are not worth it ..
Our friendship .. its about 5years .. i guess
so i won't let it off .. its just that i won't find u anymore
want .. u find me . ..
haaha
i think after u read this post .. i don really think that u will find me anymore ..
so .. u find me or not its up to u
if u ask me why i believe him in the 1st place ..
i will say cause u lie me once .. and i will recall and recall it every single day
especially when u find me .. as i said it before .. although its a tiny little lie but i do care it ..
cause i like u as my friend .. don't think i'm a Lesbian .. im not ..
i love men .. its just i can't find any suitable with me ..



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF
AND
THANKS FOR THE PRESENT THAT U GAVE ME


(i mean all of your words) once you make me unhappy again

what should i do next ?

i really can't believe that it will turn up like this

i thought that we were friends

anyway i won't believe anyone of u

if i can choose a solution to clear all these things ..

i wish that i don know anything about how u don't like me

and to my beloved friends .. sorry if i did anything that u don't like

just don't treat me like a dog and stab me at the back ..

some more .. after backstabbing me .. i will know ..

if u stab me .. don stab until i know .. cause i will be unhappy

I LOVE MY FRIENDS ~

just u are the one who don't love me as friend




4 comments:

  1. nvm... thk for ur FRIENDSHIP GONE in ur blog

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  2. LOL .. just forget abt it .. dont make me think about the past again ..i apologize now .. sorry

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  3. aiyo~~
    dun sad le..
    bday coming sad ar~!!man boleh o~~~~
    so thy nt goin bcln lo??
    nvm masih ada i~~~^^~

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  4. sometime some word ppl could take it... bt sometime ppl also cnt take it!!! thx for ur word..

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